Sometimes, you find yourself in good company, with too much alcohol, and loose lips. Luckily last night went well. As I sat a table with one person I knew and ten I didn't, I realized that maybe all you have to do is smile and breathe.
I have never been good at making friends. Acquaintances maybe, but all my good, solid, whole-hearted friends, I have known since I was 12. Maybe I am scared to let people in, maybe I am a complete loser. I have no idea, but I do know that St Louis is my new start. Everything is so different here, I really feel like a lived a completely different life in New York. I feel comfortable here. To be silly and fun, and myself.
Today I woke up to a pounding headache, and a phone full of drunk texts. Maybe the 20's are for making all your mistakes, but someone should put a breathalyzer on my cell phone.
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